kuroseishin - Looking up

Fighting, Drinking, Pillaging. Yep, I'm a viking now.

Been playing the SCA game for 10 months now. In that time I have lost 80 pounds. That's crazy, right? I'm excited. 20 more for a sweet sweet hundy. Part of it is the fighting, a lot of it is the working toward the strength and fitness to fight more. I am endlessly amazed that I run, I jump, I climb shit now. None of that ever used to happen. A good portion of the credit goes to Foxa for starting out on the weight-loss journey with me. Another good chunk is my boyfriend Ack. Both of them encourage me so much.
I ran and jumped into my friend's arms the other day and he swung me around in a hug. I'd always wanted to do that, but my weight and an intense (like, not even stepping on a step-stool intense) fear of heights kept me grounded. It's amazing. I have never felt so good.

My relationship with Ack is going very well. Susan is my bestie, and she and I love to do stuff together. Ack loves the attention of 'his girls', and is very good to both of us. I definitely feel that I am a member of their family, and one that is greatly valued. I'm learning, slowly but surely, where I stand and what Ack wants of me, and he is very slowly beginning to be more verbal about things. I spend one night a week with him, which is something I'd never done in a secondary relationship before. Best moment ever was when he was talking to a shopkeep at the flea market and telling them that I was his girlfriend of ~6months. <3 I belong, and it's awesome.

I dunno, I just wanted to talk about how awesome life is going right now.

All the differences.
50pounders

Me, Ack, and Susan
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kuroseishin - Looking up

It's been forever since I did one o' these! - First half!

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Foxa loves me forevers!
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Probably not, though I am a terrible judge of age at first o.o
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Probably Monday lol
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Every day!
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Surprisingly, no! :p
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Every day!
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Plaid pajama pants, a wot shirt, white panties.
8. How often do you listen to music?
As often as possible.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015?
Who knows!
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
Selectively social.
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
Soooort of
13. What about ‘R’?
I can't seem to think of anyone.
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
Nope!
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Less so than I used to.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
I just did!
17. When was the last time you cried?
Friday when I read a sad deceased-pet card :(
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
As often as possible!
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Nah.
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes!!
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Uh...work was boring.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yes!
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Yes!
24. What are you sitting on right now?
My computer chair.
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Yes!
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yeps
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Foxa!
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Nah
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Woot
30. Does anyone hate you?
Sure!
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Nah
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
Yah!
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
Nope
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
No idea
35. Did you have a dream last night?
Yah, it was confusing, but still good.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Just now!
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Still Married!
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Mmmmhmmmm
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Mmmhmmm
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
Mostly, yes!
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Yah!
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Yah!
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yep.
44. What’s the best part about school?
Art.
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Too many.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Yeah, we got in trouble too. :3
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
ALL. THE. TIME. So much anxiety!
48. Were you single over the last summer?
Nope!
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
SO MUCH BETTER OMG
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Getting Ready to go out to the store
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
NO!
kuroseishin - Looking up

MOAR PICTURES OF DRAGON

Just for arazia


I got a puppy. His name is Dragon. He is smart and awesome and super cute.

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Kaylee hates him. Not really, but she has forgotten how she was as a puppy, all pestersome to Carlin and whatnot. He was born on March 23rd, so he is just a little pup, but with huge paws.
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kuroseishin - Looking up

10 things

Anaonymously, because I can!

1. I am so glad you're happy. It's been a while since I believed you when you said it. This time we spend together, KFB.
2. You are an idiot. You have made, possibly, the worst decision of your life. I feel sorry for your child.
3. Really? REALLY? I mean, you had it GOLDEN, and now, poof, all thrown away. I can never forgive you for what you tried to do to me.
4. You look really happy, and I hope you are. I'll never talk to you again, but I want you to be happy.
5. You sure surprised me! Out of the blue and things seem back to where the once were. Forgive me if I tread softly, I don't want to fall again.
6. I am so jealous of you! And so very very happy for you! Congratulations!
7. I am here for you, always, that will never change. Call/text/email me if you get lonely.
8. You're so vain. You probably think half of these are about you. But only one is. And this one. So...two.
9. Without you, I would not be where I am today. This both saddens me, and makes me happier than I've ever been in my life.
10. You are the light of my life and the meaning in my world. Everyday I wake up and know I am next to the right man. <3